Later
this week I will submit my thesis, marking the end of my academic year at UU.
Hard to believe! Looking back on the year, to quote Dickens: "It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age
of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was
the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of
Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair…” – A Tale of Two Cities
The best
of times? Making new friends, studying, working, and partying with amazing
people from all over the world. Living in the Netherlands, in the heart of
Europe, the biggest little country who could – and still can! Studying an
exciting, vibrant and fresh area of law, in the very place where it is all unfolding.
Having easy access to The Hague, with the Peace Palace and its incredible
international law library, and the international tribunals and courts. And,
living in Utrecht, the best kept secret in the Netherlands; old enough to know
better but young enough to do it anyway, ever smiling!
The worst
of times? The sheer volume of information to be absorbed, assimilated and then written
about with some semblance of authority. The demanding intensity of the study
load given the short timeframes of the quarter system. The utter loss of
confidence as you struggle with beginning anew, as an expat, with an area of
law and way of life far beyond your comfort zone. Long dark nights studying, doing
research, writing, fretting about deadlines, and, in the winter, well, very
long dark nights!
But after those “dark nights of soul,” the “Dark Knight Rises.” That film,
which borrowed liberally from Dickens’ “A Tale of Two Cities,” ends with Bruce
Wayne being espied, alive and well, in Florence after being presumed dead. It
was the Batman series swan song for director Christopher Nolan and actor
Christian Bales, but of course it will continue with a fresh perspective. Likewise,
this is my last study blog, but next fall another student will begin afresh!
Between
submitting my thesis and graduation in late August, I will have time to relax,
enjoy a visit from my son, travel a bit, and reflect both on the past year and
what comes next. Whatever comes next, I am pretty sure you will find me in
Utrecht. I’ll admit, what began as an infatuation has ripened into an abiding
love. Where else can you dine on a medieval werf, watching the sublime and the
ridiculous drift by? Opera singers, “mooners,” not to mention the odd person
falling into the gracht. Where else can you enjoy carillon bell
concerts from a 600-year-old tower that include Pink Floyd’s The Wall? (This
year’s conclusion to the summer concert series). Where else do large teapots
suddenly appear on top of shopping malls?
So,
I conclude with advice from Dickens: “The
most important thing in life is to stop saying ‘I wish’ and start saying ‘I
will.’ Consider nothing impossible, then treat possibilities as probabilities.”
― David Copperfield. Take care, and watch
out, as you may find me cruising around Utrecht on my bike, pinging right behind
you!
Tot
ziens!